As you know, I have made my goals for the summer to:
- Fill a wall with family pictures
- Lose 30 lbs with 20 lbs gone by the end of summer
- Read through the Bible looking for those fruits of the spirit to apply to my life.
Have I started on the wall yet? Well I decided on 2 pictures. Does that count? This week I’m going to have my grand children here, so I’d like to get some candid pictures to frame and put up along with the old ones I already have. I’m looking for quality as well as quantity as they say. 🙂
My new challenge is from my daughter. She says if I lose 20 lbs by the time school starts she’ll buy me 5 new outfits! Now that’s some incentive, because I’ve been looking at my clothes lately and they’re rather outdated and raggedy. I’ve already lost 2.5 lbs this week! Hey, I’m 1/10 of the way there. It counts. 🙂
As for reading through the Bible, I’m following along with the Bible study at church, but I don’t think that really counts. It wasn’t my intent when I made the goal to let church be my guide, so it wouldn’t be honest to say that counts. Let’s just say I need to work on this goal.
But…let me show you what I have done. I made this really snazzy bag for the Fourth of July!
Pretty neat right? One Snazzy Bag!
Now I’m 1/10 of the way through with my goal for last summer. Ha! Ha!
I titled this blog this way because I feel like I’m always beginning some self-improvement that never quite gets resolved. This will be a short beginning post because my daughter and I have decided to work together this summer to lose 20 lbs each. Now, believe me, she has no where near the pounds to lose that I do, but, like me, she also is on a self-improvement kick.
Tomorrow morning I go to sign papers for my new job. I’m so excited because now instead of a 90 minute drive, I have a 6 minute drive. But I digress. Before I leave for that, I’m going to take a picture of myself in my underwear. Don’t worry, I won’t gross you out with that picture. ;). I’m also going to weigh myself and record both of these things in a journal. I already have the one set up from my last beginning, so I’ll just continue with that one. I plan to glue the picture of myself in the journal along with my beginning weight and then take a picture with my weight every week until the summer is over. I think I need to document and see progress for accountability and encouragement.
That ends my post for this week. No picture–like I promised, but maybe next week I’ll take a picture of my notebook so you can see what it looks like. And, I’ll post my progress on this blog weekly too. If I get to the end and actually lose the 20 lbs, I’ll post a before and after picture then. That is if I’m not too embarrassed. 🙂
Thanks to my friend Kim for getting me motivated again, it’s time for an update. Sugar isn’t totally out of my diet anymore (I made chocolate chip cookies yesterday) but I am much more aware of what I eat and how much of it I eat. I feel better about myself, now 22 lbs lighter, and I’m never going back to those two decades of pounds I left behind.
The great thing about all of this is how much better my clothes fit. I haven’t gone down a size which tells me I was squeezing myself into these clothes that were really too small for me. Arghhh! Well, now they fit! You really do look so much better in clothes that fit. Of course losing 22 lbs doesn’t hurt my looks too much either. I don’t think other people are noticing yet, but I think I will have to go down a size before that happens. Sadly, I think that’s about 20 lbs away judging by the weight I’ve already lost. I don’t want to squeeze my way into the next size that’s for sure!
I’m beginning to take control of my life in other ways too. I’m making a notebook for change with sections on home, spirituality, self, school and money. It makes me feel good to be moving toward something instead of growing stagnant. I’m thinking if I keep my focus on change, my focus will decrease on food. Don’t get me wrong, I still enjoy good food and love to cook (see my other blog if you have doubts http://kitchenchicks.wordpress.com) but food shouldn’t be my whole focus which is what I think it has been in the past.
To any of you still out there reading my wanderings, thank you. I’m still here.